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sawtooth

u took my breath away, and so did the view. drawn to both by some mystical trance i could not resist. only one remained constant. only one offered peace at the end of the day. only one allowed me to … Continue reading

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good enough

it was never good enough, but the best i could do. not perfect, intended only for one purpose. for you. a kernel of ok would have meant so much. just enough to keep me going when i felt so tired … Continue reading

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on and on…

everyday every single day i think about you. a flashback of us that leads to more snapshots and then memories and then feelings i want to let go of so that everyday, every single day is not a reminder of … Continue reading

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gone

the last box has now been opened. all of me i brought, to you. i don’t want to know what you were thinking when you packed me away, the love gifts returned. i ached to find us somewhere in there, … Continue reading

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one foot in front of the other

so, here’s the deal. it doesn’t happen overnight. in fact, it may not happen for a very long time, but it will happen.  sometime. that has to be good enough for right now. just get up, put one foot on … Continue reading

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a case of…

i’ve got a case of the wiggles the giggles, and wonder of life. i feel silly and foolish, and incredibly alive. no fever or rash, 100% sure i won’t call the doctor for this is the cure.  

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you should know…

woo me if you will, but you should know i am walled off from love gone wrong. unable to return to the middle. that space where i am i and you are you wide open with love for each other. … Continue reading

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lineage

i looked outside of my bubble and saw someone other than the you i know. frightened, weak and struggling to breathe i touched your shoulder and said it would be ok. forgetting the memories, without the anger. i was able … Continue reading

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someone’s everything

inked gently at the bottom of her neck. yes, she is someone’s everything. gentle and strong. soft, and yet softer. beautiful. full of life. she knows who she is. she just doesn’t know she’s someone’s everything yet.

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go with it…

here it comes. i allow it to be. tears steam down my cheeks, and my heart explodes. i feel confused. i feel angry and betrayed. i feel so sad. distraction may push it aside, but will not take it away. … Continue reading

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