Author Archives: ifbychanceyouunderstand

when my time has come, will you paint my toes and pencil in my eyebrows? will you make sure my hair is just so? crimson and spiky. what is it about my body leaving the physical world that implies things … Continue reading →

where are u my dark haired, brown eyed butch? there is no well for us to fall into now. court me.  u r my gallant gentleman. i am the delicious femme u desire. i will adore, honor and pleasure u … Continue reading →

for my very good friend and co-worker. every day is a good day with trb. Continue reading →

she was my first. and then he. years apart. no more, no less. love beyond explanation. my children loving their children. years apart. no more, no less. love beyond explanation. me loving my children. all their lives. no more, no … Continue reading →

fingers that strum. you write songs? your turquoise guitar is fabulous. i write poetry. thoughts that connect words. my mind is brilliant. hmmmm… do we stand a chance? cancer and sagittarius? i want to wander, but… you need stability. moon … Continue reading →

you surprised me in a dream last night. it was unsettling. such a long time since i have seen you, wanted you. and you wanting me. why did you show up, now? we were awkward. wanting each other in the … Continue reading →

i thought of you today. fire flies hovering above the lilies and lariope. at dusk i saw their fluttering wings. in the dark i saw neon twinkles, guiding them. there were no fire flies in your life before me. i … Continue reading →

how’s this for ego? i don’t want you to feel the way i do now. egotists always assume you’ll feel the same way they do – ha! i don’t want you to hurt so deeply it feels as if your … Continue reading →

looking for someone looking for a muse. i want to be a muse. i mean, i’m inspirational.  i want to be known as a muse.  perhaps a famous muse of sorts. like, call me out at a dinner party – … Continue reading →