Monthly Archives: September 2013

i am walled off. no letting in, keeping all at a distance. an illusion of safety. no one comes around because they know this. they know i am not available. some days i want to let the wall down, but … Continue reading →

if i could just know what was going on in your life, maybe i could move on? but finding out is too risky because it would put me closer to u than i have been in a long time. afraid … Continue reading →

i want a new spot to rest my soul.  a place you have never been. the princess and the pea. restless.  tossing.  flipping and flopping. strange dreams. sometimes i come.  sometimes i wake myself crying out for you. i have … Continue reading →