Monthly Archives: June 2013

i am mourning the loss of u. my days are filled with grief. night falls fast. when will this end?  when will i wake up to sunshine? when will it be morning again?

i had never been there before, both figuratively and literally. i struggle to let go. going to this place, giving myself to u fully and authentically leaves me at a dead end. now where else to go. no one else … Continue reading →

u took me to that place, your special place at the waters edge and i knew then we were to be. i pressed my body against u and whispered my epiphany in your ear. we became an entangled mesh of … Continue reading →

u took my breath away, and so did the view. drawn to both by some mystical trance i could not resist. only one remained constant. only one offered peace at the end of the day. only one allowed me to … Continue reading →

it was never good enough, but the best i could do. not perfect, intended only for one purpose. for you. a kernel of ok would have meant so much. just enough to keep me going when i felt so tired … Continue reading →

everyday every single day i think about you. a flashback of us that leads to more snapshots and then memories and then feelings i want to let go of so that everyday, every single day is not a reminder of … Continue reading →

the last box has now been opened. all of me i brought, to you. i don’t want to know what you were thinking when you packed me away, the love gifts returned. i ached to find us somewhere in there, … Continue reading →