The highs are good and the lows are bad.
That’s the cycle of my life.
I recognize it now, but it took me a long time.
It feels good when I am up.
I am a brilliant writer.
I am a well-known speaker.
I create art that is splendid.
I am not who people think I am.
They never know this.
There are no words to write or speak now.
I am numb.
I cast off people I love.
I am alone.
I hold on desperately until the good comes again.