Monthly Archives: April 2013

The only difference between fear and love is whether or not we allow ourselves to succumb or surrender. I chose love.

Lure me like you used to. Look at me from across the room so I know you want me. Take me by the hand and lead me to your cave. I am not afraid. I will follow, and lie down … Continue reading →

I thought we were. I knew we were. We were. How could our bodies feel so connected? How could I have missed the signs? I now understand that intensity is often confused with intimacy. And, that you needed me to … Continue reading →

I want to pleasure you, And, therefore pleasure me. I know what you need. You know what I need. And need, and need… You. In that secret place only you know so well. In that secret place I want you … Continue reading →

You said. I said. Who said? You did. I did. Who did? We said. We did.

I miss u next 2 me. Soft. Warm. Seductive. I want to forget, but I cannot right now. Maybe not ever. I miss u.

Madness, sadness, muckety muck. Focus, clarity, what the fuck? My mind is mine and your mind is yours. Even when most of it, all of it blurs. If I had my way I’d choose mind over matter. But then I’d … Continue reading →

I ask your forgiveness. For things I’ve done. For things I will do. I apologize in anticipation. I apologize in perpetuity. I know you will forgive me. Will I be able to forgive myself?

It’s easy to love then. What’s not to love? Love is everywhere.  I love everyone.  I love everything. It feels good to love. It feels good to be loved. It’s not so easy to love then. Love doesn’t come on … Continue reading →

At the end of the day, the sun sets but my mind races. I cannot wind down. There is no respite for the mad. It is during the darkness my mind cannot be still. I want to sleep, but I … Continue reading →